From my 2016 Journal. I’m feeling disgruntled today, agitated, pacing, complaining. Jesus invites me to sit with Him for a bit. “I’m weary of working with people whose hearts are closed. Soulmate is a mythical beast.”
“Am I not enough?” Jesus asks.
“Am I not enough?” the Holy Spirit queries.
“Am I not enough?” the Father says.
And my heart cries out “I want You to be. So why am I not satisfied? Why do I cling to the illusion that flawed human beings are capable of meeting the deepest longings and intimate needs of my heart?”
“It’s not fair to expect people to be God to you,” observes Jesus. “That’s idolatry.”
And so I repent.
Be Jesus to others but let go of expecting them to be that to you.